it's a really amazing feeling when you sit in the train from ipswich (last time in your life!) with a laptop on your lap (quel surpris!) holding your honestly earned ten bucks in one hand and typing up this shit with another one; naming yourself "an experienced language teacher" (finally, you're not lying in your ads and resumes); thinking about those worlds opened to you now; knowing that you've got a delicious sandwich hidden deep in your bag...
now it is astonishing.
frankly, i've been missing this feeling.
oh god, i have...